i think it comes from reading too many books abt mental hospitals and their inmates lately. today the idea of a soulmate came to me as i was reading abt how this woman is giving up her whole life to continue having an affair with this runaway mental patient.
but all that is another story.
i find it ironic that the place i find solace in now is work. work where no one speaks nurul-ish. but it keeps me very very busy that there's no reason to talk and at the end of the day i'm so tired i just fall in bed without thinking or dwelling too much on stuffs or things that'll make me more tired. not to mention depressive.
but you know what, there were some pleasant surprises. like bumping into huixun and got a hug when i needed it most. and riding the same train as kit without realising till the end and having her spoil a part of my book for me. that was nice too.
it just shows, really, that theres always a silver lining to every cloud no matter how microscopic that lining is. i wish i can see a rainbow though..its been long enough.
posted by nuVul @ Thursday, May 25, 2006
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