juSt anotHer blOg

-a night of freedom
in exchange of rushing around tmr

no tuition tonite! yay! have to make it up tmr! un-yay! it'll definitely be a huge rush tmr and i'll be super exhausted and dead to the night..not the way i planned to spend my eve of ramadhan..speaking of which, my saturdays are gonna be burnt cos of him..better be worth it..on the other hand, its approximately one more mth till i can eat chocolates and ice-cream again..yes am still on my insane chocolate-less diet..pure agony..had to throw away a donald duck chocolate my colleague gave me on fri cos i cant eat it and it melted..heart pain..sobz

i find my hypothalamus (correct spelling?) is haywiring past weeks..due to the extremely low temperature in my office and in the logistic floor (you can support the polar ecosystem there) it seems that i cant get any warmer even if i stand in the sun. though if its underground i get warm really fast and have to run back into the aircon..cant seem to find the optimum temperature anymore..everything is either too cold or too warm..nothing is hot. i complain that its warm and complain when its not hot? guess you arent the only one who's weird like that..

i lost my funky sparkly black and white hair clip! had to replace it with a funky sparkly green hairclip..time to turn my room upside down to look for it..

there's smthg wrong with my hearing i think..there's this lady just now who stood directly in front of me and explained smthg and i've no idea what she said at all..must be the sudden drastic change in atmospheric pressure frm the super fast lifts..then again mebbe she's just whispering really really softly..

my supervisor and section boss have made it their responsibility to feed me. chocolates, curry puffs, and digestive biscuits..oh yeah and mooncakes..and the pestering for me to actually go and stir some drinks for myself in the pantry..and you know whats funny? they dont allow you to eat sweets while you work..i'd rather suck on smthg than have crumbs all over my files and books but i guess they're weird like that too..

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abt the bali bombing..i got lotsa qsns to ask..like why on earth do they bomb a developing country instead of a developed country? the impact would be much bigger with all the big investments on the country..pity the bali ppl..is it too much to hope that the bombings and fighting will cease during the fasting mth? i mean hello? if you're such a devout Quran follower then you would know that you're to spend the mth repenting and extend goodwill to all men. not blow each other to bits..

Islamic extremist my ass. try moronic extremist.

i have a qsn. what exactly goes in the mind of the suicide bombers minutes before they end up as a mess of bones and tissues? do they think of their family? what they're gonna do and how exactly it'll help in the great course of things? after much consideration, i've concluded that these ppl have either guts of steels..or absolutely deranged.

face it, would you have the guts to kill yourself? i've enough guts to do most things but i can never hurt myself deliberately. it takes a lot of courage to actually start slitting your wrist..though of course the bombers dont actually have much time to contemplate their life after they detonate the bomb..

do the so called Islamic militant really follow the five pillar of islam? cos am having a very hard time imagining them going to a mosque and paying zakaat *esp if they're gonna blow up the mosque min after* or going to mecca for haj..osama paying zakaat..*excuse me while i laugh myself sick*

this is depressing. as in really depressing. time to boycott the newspaper again..

posted by nuVul @ Monday, October 03, 2005