juSt anotHer blOg

why me?

as much as i try, it always boil down to one qsn

why do i bother?

because,

i care. you're my frenz. and that is reason enough.

of cos, there'll always be someone who'll throw a whole barrel of monkey wrenches in my goodwill plans and make me feel terrible and annoyed.

dont you just hate ppl going, oh, it's ok if i'm gone, no one will miss me. what am i? a door knob?

i really hate being sad and annoyed. and i dont even know why! of cos, it doesnt help having ppl asking me stupid qsns when i'm in the middle of heavy workload. nor being told that photosynthesis is a water cycle.

then again, why do i have to justify my grumpiness?

i dont want to be alone but i dont want company. i wanna have a talk but i dont wanna say anything. am hungry but have no appetite. am tired but i cant sleep properly.

i miss me. i want myself back. dont you miss me?

i want the beach, a person beside me and together, we can watch the surf comes in and out. quietly.

accommodate me anybody?

posted by nuVul @ Monday, December 12, 2005