- "i'm significant!"
screams the little speck of light
in the bigger scheme of things our worries are naught. kinda depressing isnt it, to really know that the world dont revolve around you. i mean, its already known for a fact that the world dont revolve around humans but somehow there's an itsy-bitsy feeling that you're the center of the universe.
ah the arrogance of Man!
you know how people say that no matter how bad you're feeling, there's always someone feeling worse? and that if you put up your problems against that of others you'll be thanking your lucky stars instead for your good fortune? well its true of cos. like the triviality of what to wear on fri can ever match the magnitude of poverty and derelicts in other countries, but you know, even though you know it dont matter, it still matters to you and its a deal to you and even though you should sympathize with them you cant help feeling bad abt your situation too.
i'm rambling only because am tired.
and i'm lusting over the historian which i saw just now for only 30 bucks when the normal cost is 50 and i want it so bad but cant cos i'm broke and need to use the money for thur. there you go again. triviality vs magnitude.
happy deepavali to you, if you're a hindu and you happen to be reading this. whoever you are.
the best thing to do in life is just shrug and walk away.
-the night the angels descend
tonight? tomorrow?
B:
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because as others may comeand go, you will always be there and you may always
be the same. You like simplethings and that's what people like about you. You
most likely enjoy things mostconsider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort
of thing and are very friendlyand probably have many friends. You are sweet and
kind and that shows on you,but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a
rather well-roundedindividual. Even though some people pass you off as
just another girl, shrug itoff because they don't know what they're
missing.
Some ThingsThat Represent You:
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Smile
Gemstone:Alexandrite Mythological Creature: Fox
Demon, Hobbit Planet: Jupiter Hair
Color: Light Brown Eye Color:Brown
Quote:"To the world you may be one person, but to
one person you may be the world."
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bored. sneak look. oh he's packing. bored. surf blog. type stuff. find information. bored. eavesdropped. hmm..boss talking smthg abt dinner..hmm..have fun for them..oh wait. whats that? yes am free next fri. why?
"Good. then we can all go for dinner together ok?"
"Yeah. 5 stars hotel. must dress up ok?"
*freeze* dinner? 5 star hotel?? dress up??? ME????????
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-revelations from a 10 years old
i need a break from him..no, really!
am craving for classics. books that is. i want jules verne journey to the centre of the earth! i cant find it sadly..found all his other books but the one i want!
mebbe i should just go and buy another book. should i? but i have other books to read at home. problem with working in a bookstore is you find lotsa books that you want. or rather i want. so should i? you've already spent a bundle o the chronicles of narnia! and harry potter! and charlie's complete adventure with willy wonka! so i shouldnt? no! but i wanna read smthg! lib books! oh..
heck. hang on awhile.
back. with a new book! my sister's keeper! its fab cos its one of the books that i want. hmm..must make a complete list of titles that i want to peruse at my leisure. oh yeah and comic books from the lib. i'm absolutely in love with dilbert.
i absolutely love to read!
oh yeah, qsn of the year: Kak, can you tell me is it all mammals have feathers?
no guessing from who right? *shakes head*
miss you!
-ANNOUNCEMENT!
highlights of my life
black pepper pizza is rather dodgy. no taste of other ingredients at all.
i got my uob card! its nice and shiny blue. *happy*
yest i got a letter from great eastern life regarding this insurance that comes with CPF. apparently am now worth 46k. enough for a down payment for a house or buy myself a car.
i'd kill myself but i cant use the money when i'm dead.
since am cpfed and insuranced, maybe i should make my will too. anyone wants anything?
there's a ben&jerry's scoop shop at suntec! mint ice-cream is just divine! yum!
do you know that cookies can cause virus?
8 more days to chocolates!!!
-the tao of hiccups
totally off-tangent
qsns nobody know the ans to. or rather i dont accept the ans given cos its just not satisfactory.
why is yawning contagious?
what is love exactly?
how do you define feelings?
how can people say use your heart and follow your heart when its just a never-ending industrious muscle?
are you sure this is the correct reality? what if its the matrix all over again?
what if the hokey-pokey is what its all about?
why do females have to have period cramps and birth pains and the males are free to hop off and do whatever they want?
suicide is a sin. your fate is already written. if its fated that you'll commit suicide will that be considered a sin too?
if history is written by the victors, how do we know whats right exactly?
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do you find that s'poreans complain a lot? i do. and whats worst is that they complain abt the same thing over and over again. i'm always amazed by the letters section in the Sunday Times cos the things published are so trivial! how inconsiderate ppl are by not giving up their seats to those who need it more than them. i applaud the person who stood up to them. and one more things. why do you always have to target teenagers to give up their seats to you? we arent duracell rabbits you know, boundless with energy. go complain abt other demographic such as YOUR own age groups who dont give up their seats to you either.
it's a sign of degrading society when people complain too much but dont do as they say.
hey! i always give up my seats ok. and observe who need it more than me before plonking my butt on the leather.
tch! stop complaining and lead by example why dont you.
-early morning complains
for the sake of maintaining equilibrium
have you ever thought what would happened if everyone in the world is asleep? like EVERYONE. can you imagine the catastrophe that would result? like planes would crash cos the pilots are sleeping and there'll be massive accidents everywhere. i suppose that is why half the earth is experiencing daytime now while the other half is sleeping. maintaining equilibrium so that there will always be someone to keep an eye on our world.
i would like to dedicate this post to my darling shafi' who woke me up early this morning (yes i consider 9 on sat early!) to lecture me on the above, why its good to wake up early and why siputs are our frenz and afterwhich, promptly announced that he's going back to sleep now that i'm awake.
.......
talk about being left speechless
-ponderings of a peanut
what else starts with p?
when i get bored online, sometimes its fun to blog surf..check out the diff skins, ppl's entries etc..and i realized
i get claustrophobic by too much depression.
i think its funny, in a weird kinda way..
anyhow i went through a stack of travel guide books today and i wanna go to sooomany places! check this out:
=Switzerland - chocolates! and the Alps
=Belgium - chocolates
=Milan! - SHOPPING!! though it'll probably just end up window shopping cos aint got the ka-ching! unless i wed a multi-trillionaire..hmm..
=Rome - i wanna go to their McDonalds! cos its no 1 in the world..also to Vatican City and see all the works of the great masters
=Germany - cos they got big sausages and i fig that after eating one i can go back and donate blood
=Paris - The Louvres and Eiffel Tower
=Spain - just to ogle at the guys winkz
=South Africa, Cape of Good Hope - they gots penguins and seals there!
=Egypt - pyramids and camels
=Middle East - well i have to go to Mecca once in my life
=USA - Grand Canyon, all other natural geography and New York New York!
=Maldives - because its a bee-yoo-tee-full island
=Madagascar - we like to move it move it!
=Hawaii - you need a reason to go Hawaii??
=Caribbean - beach parties! woo-hoo!
=Turkey - cos they got yummy food
=New Zealand - with that many cows they sure to have lotsa cheese, ice-cream and chocolates
=Papua New Guinea - i heard they have cannibals there so why not go and see if its really true
=South America - i wanna pledge my alliance and devotion to the ancient Aztecs cos they made my life more beautiful with chocolates!
thats all i can remember for now. there's this place that have pelicans but i cant rem its name..anyone care to join me?
13 more days to chocolates!
-blank
huh
i got stood up by my dearest ramzi and eli. its ok..didnt really feel like going out today..but do hope to see them soon.
ponderings here i am, trying to fig out what i'm feeling. such a drag to feel empty. but i suppose emptiness is a feeling too..wondering what really possessed me to take literature when i always take things at face value..*shrug* i guess it dont matter anymore..wait i fig out what i'm feeling - HUNGRY..that solved one mystery..i wanna stay home over the weekends cos i foresee smthg painful coming on. plus i refuse to miss another episode of gilmore girls..
i'm gonna get 2 cats next time..an orange one which will be named Kiton and a black one with white pads which will be named Chanel cos Gucci is a dodgy name for a cat. Kiton and Chanel.
i think its cute.
-chronicles of narnia!
curse you literature!!
its nice its nice its nice!! *dance around* cant wait for the movie haha
was having a nice nap just now when my phone rang and it was eli and ramzi! just saying hi but made plans to go out tmr and break fast together! my treat supposedly hmm..but nvm! going out with them! happy happy happy! *dance around some more*
i need to write replies and type out stuffs and print out stuffs but just dont feel like it now. nvm..no time! no time! tuition now urgk!!! so sayonara for now!
ps. i've seen lotsa slender guys around at work and i think they look highly gay. guys should look like guys! equals to having the guy shape not straight as a pole! sheesh!
pps. THANK YOU FARHAN for the anti virus cd! yay yay yay!
-lunch lullaby
blogging in point form
*i've a craving for cheesecake
*and cheezel
*and pastas
*am sleepy
*cant wait for tmr
*will get paid! yay!
*shafi! get well soon!
*eli! congrats on your passing your driving test! hugz miss ya
*will i get my donald duck t shirt?
*i'm cold
*i'm always cold
*i wanna cont reading chronicles of narnia
*sigh
*i cant believe still have 5 more hours of work
*i wanna go home
*how come i never hear any hari raya songs???
*i need to sms farhan
*i really want my bed
*i wanna play in the sunshine too
*its full moon tonight
* i so need to learn mandarin
*and no not to talk to oranges
*how do you talk someone into breaking up with someone?
*some girls are just psychos *shakes head*
*i need a plan to get my cuz shave his silly excuse of a beard
*because his gf wants him to keep it
*and i dont
*and MY opinion counts more
*why?
*cos we're of same blood duh
*its almost 15 days of fasting
*hmm..how much chocolates can one eat in one day?
*did i mention i wanna sleep?
*and cold?
*very VERY badly?
*oh well
*time to go back to work
yawnz..have a nice day
hah! i guess its official. i have a highly powerful and logical mind and able to twist any thing to fit my own logic. grinz. how nice haha
-kids..
who needs them seriously?
conveniently forgetting i was one too. but i was never that rude to my grandparents. sure i climbed all over the place, got into a chewing gum fight and truant in sch but i was NEVER rude to my elders. which is more than i can say for my cousins.
yest i went to my aunt's place with mom to pick up some stuffs..the 3 sisters house..i dont mind the first 2 but the third one is ABSOLUTELY. DISGUSTINGLY. CANT. STAND-ABLE. because she was, is, too affectionate, throw tantrums, too actsy cute and darn irritatingly annoying and highly rude to my, our grandparents. i've heard my aunt tell my mom and other aunts but yest was the first time i witnessed it myself.
she tried to smack my grandmother.
of course i stopped her. apparently she's only scared of me cos i dont take her nonsense. thus whatever i told her to do, goes. "i hate kakak huda!" it's ok darling, i dont particularly like you either. and its only out of respect for your parents, MY aunt, that i havent yell at you.
if my kid ever do that to any of the grandparents, regardless of the people present, i'll give him such a walloping that he'll remember for life.
psst! hey nadie, if you read this dont tell anyone alright?
i saw my baju kurung yest. am seriously thinking of boycotting it again.
18 more days to chocolates!
-dawn rescue
it was so pitiful
this morning after sahur my mom made me look for the cat which had been mewing for a very long time. it sounded so pathetic really so went out, followed the sound, lifted up few concrete slabs...and saw smthg wagging without a body.
obviously it freaked me out because the wagging thing was mewing really loudly and i had zero idea what it was. so went to grab my torch, put in new batteries, an old cloth and went back down to investigate. shone the light at it and it was..
a really tiny kitten.
i dont think it should even be called a kitten yet cos it was too tiny..like it was just born. and it cant see cos the eyes arent open yet. wonder how it managed to end there? well, there's hole in the slabs..and i could hold the creature in one palm. thats how small it was..
brought it up, freaked mom out cos it does look kinda disgusting, being dirty and wet and so very the small..anyhow tried to feed it some milk but it cant lick and there's no syringe around to deliver the milk directly to its mouth. put it in a comfy box with the cloth and had to bring it down cos mom was really freaked out. so put it at lift landing went up and tried to sleep.
cant.
checked on the kitten this morn, it was mewing really loudly and pitifully..and strangely..sounding like it's losing hope to live without its mom. it just tore my heart. left it in the sunshine for some warm till i come back from the shop..five min later i returned and it was
gone.
with the box. i hope some kind soul found it and it has a proper home now. hope its warm and fed. i just hope its still..alive.
i'm sad. i was this close to keeping it for myself too. everytime i close my eyes i see it pitifully scratching the box for its mom and how bedraggled it looked. i can hear its mewing in my mind. hear it losing hope. feel like i've disappointed a fellow living creature who depended on me. its like attending to someone who's fatally injured and you cant help him cos you're helpless and clueless as to how to do it. i wanted to stroke it properly but am scared if the mom found it she wont take it back because of the human scent on it.
am really really REALLY sorry kitten. =(
is it selfish to ask God to look after the kitten when there are thousand people dying in other countries? mebbe they have a pet department in heaven? i really hope the Big Powers up there is keeping an eye on my poor little fella.
am being silly huh? its just a cat after all.......but it was SO small..
felt like i abandoned a baby. technically i did of course. at least another kitten is safe at home huh?
Vow: to adopt a cat from SPCA when i get proper stable income.
mebbe thru that, i'd feel absolve from my guilt now.
am sorry..
-my name is legions for we are many
creepy
a few weeks ago i read 'The Taking' by Dean Koontz. i'm still thinking abt it now. to say its creepy is to put it mildly.
short synopsis: Earth being taken over by so-called aliens *which are actually the devils themselves*, a lot of weird things happened like rain smelling like semen but tasting like vanilla ice cones, people dying horrifically, terra-forming resulted in indistinct boundary of plants and animals, dead and undead. pure gothic. reynolds would love it. i got the heebie-jeebies when i read the book and i still get it when i think abt it.
moral of the story?
i'm not quite sure actually. there is a strong msg of having hope no matter what horrifying and desperate matters thrown in your path..but i think what really bothers me is what if something like that really happen in reality? will all of us die the same horrific death the characters did (jaws torn off, upper skull removed, decapitated etc)? there's this scene where the main protagonist faced off with the devil himself and she still maintained her courage and not lose hope. would i have the same courage if i was in the same situation?
truth is, stories like this freak me out. same goes to the matrix. it just makes me question what is reality, whether we are doing the right thing, how do we know what is real etc etc.its just disturbing ie. MAJOR heebie-jeebies.
when i was younger, my mom said if i try to think like God i'd go crazy. now that i'm older, realize she's right in a way, and so is plato, cos no matter what angle i try, i still ended up confuse. i suppose this is where faith comes in.
how aware are you of your mortality?
hmm..disconnected thoughts which arent exactly cheerful.
happy birthday to nadie! hugz
i miss YOU!
-mystery of the swollen eyelid
it hurts!
i have a theory. a small insect or a fairy punch my eyelid yest night. not to sure whats the reason for this act of agression but will update when i find out. for now 1/4 of my eyelid is swollen. why 1/4? well cos 2 pairs of eyelids is 1 whole, 1/2 to the left eye and 1/2 to the right. since its only on my left upper lid so tadah! 1/4 swollen. simple maths save the day.
hmm..after theorizing about the lid i've nothing else to say. just apologies to those i acted brattish to, even if you dont think so. am sorry.
i wanna go back to bed so bad..two hours of sleep? what was i thinking?? oh yeah..testosterone on tv...
24 more days to chocolate-dom and today is a self-declared red day. so go on! wear smthg red!
-exhausted
and still blogging?
i wish i'm back in bed..drifting with dreams..unfortunately an sms woke me up, replied, waited impatiently for the reply only to find out...the sender had fallen asleep too..
i hate waiting for sms replies. i'm just impatient like that.
helped aunt and met my cousin. which was the bright light of my day today. betcha didnt know you made my day right sufian? met relatives and spent ten minutes being air-kissed. *shake heads* its just too weird. but since i dont see them often..
should i just collapse back on my bed or should i wait up for a bunch of testosterone on tv? i think wrestlers are really hot. smthg abt the huge muscles and the way they just casually toss their opponent over the rope..*shakes head vigorously to clear it* just my luck to have tuition tmr..
hows this for a quote : irritation makes a pearl. which is true. does that mean i'm allowed to be as irritating as i want cos it'll turn out into smthg valuable in the long-run?
-much better
abducted
i can see what i typed! no more trying to fig out whats-the-squiggly-thingy-which-looks-like-an-a-or-an-e-oh!-it's-actually-a-v!
bon jovi album is nice! have a nice day! isnt that better than
$%@^#&*@%!@$@^&@!!!!! <--cursing cartoon style. just go, HAVE A NICE DAY!
am going to be abducted by my aunt later. or rather, coerced to help her out at work..there goes my
sunday..$@%&*!%^@#(@#&(#! oh wait!
have a nice day!
-i grew up with guys
dont mess with me
if you take the train everyday, you'll start to see some common sights. yuppies giving others disapproving looks. couples entertwined and one even liberally smooching. gangs of underage kids trying to act cool. bigger kids being raucaus. parents with wailing babies. i hate that. for some reason the cries send shivers down my spine, and in a crowded train, thats tantamount to torture.
but there's one thing that i've seen constantly and it really pissed me off.
boyfriends pinching their girlfriends' cheeks or pulling their noses or pulling their hair and all other so-called displays of affections that hurts. A LOT.
funny thing is the girls just let them get away with it. tolerant i guess. or scared that they might start arguing over smthg that matters to the girl but the guy consider as 'harmless playful fun'. better to let things slide and turn the other cheeks and what not.
i hope the girls in turn give their guys hell in their own way.
would you like it if i punch you as a show of affection?
oh yeah forgot to put this in. today's news
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"'And now, again, I feel God's words coming to me, 'Go get the Palestinians their state and get the Israelis their security, and get peace in the Middle East.' And by God I'm gonna do it'," said Shaath.
Abbas, who was also at the meeting in the Egyptian resort of Sharm al-Sheikh, recalled how the president told him: "I have a moral and religious obligation.
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i suppose if God says "George go jump off a cliff" he would?
-bus drivers
essentials of my life
will this be a habit? its really boring to have nothing to do and have to take your time to do all the works they give you..there's only so long one can take to key in booklist and bookhunting anyway..
picked out lotsa religion books..and asked myself mu usual unusual qsns..was wondering what race the buddha was, chinese? indian? until i saw a caucasian monk in the store *big surprise* so buddha might also be blondie with blue eyes..assuming the buddha is a person? he's like another prophet right? hmm..time to find out more abt this buddha..
dealed with antiquarian books this morning..highly dusty and all falling apart..and its not going to be read..which is highly weird. why buy thousands plus plus books if you arent gonna read it? feel honored though, cos they're real relics, some even hundred over years old! plus there's this book written by an actual princess! wow!
as usual, sleepy..having weird dreams like kittens hiding in the toilet and getting really soapy..wonder what that means..oops! time to go back to work! or rather, time to slack..
salutations and have a nice day!
27 more days to chocolate-dom!
-its an hour well-spent!
blogging at work
woah! am getting super efficient! changed the whole skin in only 30 min! heh am proud of myself!lunch break so i get the free run now to do anything i want. aint it look pretty? tired of feeling angst so its flower power time! for some reason the words look diff in this pc then when i'm home..hmm..a great mystery!
gosh its cold. good thing i swiped my brothers sweater since he dont wear it anyway..thats one good thing abt brothers i think..their clothes will always fit you..oh, and no matter how much younger they are than you, they're always much more hmm..well less breakable. like yest i sat on my youngest brother and bounced up and down *fret not i have a very good reason to do so* and he's still alive and kicking now *pity*. imagine if i do that on a sister! prolly will cry and whine and absolutely no sport at all *females..typical*
very sleepy..kinda like the office now..most took leave till tue *yay!* so its emptier and quiter and not much to do..even my supervisor's gone *yay!* cant wait for sat cos its pay day! *triple yay!* shall just open another account with uob since ocbc is so leceh! wonder if the card is orange..
eat banana with peanut butter cos its really yummy! AND nutritious!
-slow
wols
a typical fasting day. nice and cool with books to read. hey shafi, i changed my wallpaper to another picture..think you'll like it cos i do.
gosh i just killed a mosquito which bit my toe..its stripped! but dont think its aedes? cos all mosquito looks stripped white to me..will i get dengue? uh hope not..eek! itchy toe!
john meyer is really nice! but i can never find his cd. nor all the cds which i want. have to hop to hmv i suppose..note to self: get the bon jovi cd!
i wanna watch the corpse bride! but kinda inconvenient with fasting mth now and my weird schedule. and open an account with ocbc. is there a minimum amt one muz have before you can open an account with them?
i wanted to write this theory i have on the mats and minahs that i've observed..but nah. will just write it in my incredible book instead.
hmm..have to clear some stuffs to go out with red cross frenz next week..
29 more days till i can eat chocolates!
-a night of freedom
in exchange of rushing around tmr
no tuition tonite! yay! have to make it up tmr! un-yay! it'll definitely be a huge rush tmr and i'll be super exhausted and dead to the night..not the way i planned to spend my eve of ramadhan..speaking of which, my saturdays are gonna be burnt cos of him..better be worth it..on the other hand, its approximately one more mth till i can eat chocolates and ice-cream again..yes am still on my insane chocolate-less diet..pure agony..had to throw away a donald duck chocolate my colleague gave me on fri cos i cant eat it and it melted..heart pain..sobz
i find my hypothalamus (correct spelling?) is haywiring past weeks..due to the extremely low temperature in my office and in the logistic floor (you can support the polar ecosystem there) it seems that i cant get any warmer even if i stand in the sun. though if its underground i get warm really fast and have to run back into the aircon..cant seem to find the optimum temperature anymore..everything is either too cold or too warm..nothing is hot. i complain that its warm and complain when its not hot? guess you arent the only one who's weird like that..
i lost my funky sparkly black and white hair clip! had to replace it with a funky sparkly green hairclip..time to turn my room upside down to look for it..
there's smthg wrong with my hearing i think..there's this lady just now who stood directly in front of me and explained smthg and i've no idea what she said at all..must be the sudden drastic change in atmospheric pressure frm the super fast lifts..then again mebbe she's just whispering really really softly..
my supervisor and section boss have made it their responsibility to feed me. chocolates, curry puffs, and digestive biscuits..oh yeah and mooncakes..and the pestering for me to actually go and stir some drinks for myself in the pantry..and you know whats funny? they dont allow you to eat sweets while you work..i'd rather suck on smthg than have crumbs all over my files and books but i guess they're weird like that too..
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abt the bali bombing..i got lotsa qsns to ask..like why on earth do they bomb a developing country instead of a developed country? the impact would be much bigger with all the big investments on the country..pity the bali ppl..is it too much to hope that the bombings and fighting will cease during the fasting mth? i mean hello? if you're such a devout Quran follower then you would know that you're to spend the mth repenting and extend goodwill to all men. not blow each other to bits..
Islamic extremist my ass. try moronic extremist.
i have a qsn. what exactly goes in the mind of the suicide bombers minutes before they end up as a mess of bones and tissues? do they think of their family? what they're gonna do and how exactly it'll help in the great course of things? after much consideration, i've concluded that these ppl have either guts of steels..or absolutely deranged.
face it, would you have the guts to kill yourself? i've enough guts to do most things but i can never hurt myself deliberately. it takes a lot of courage to actually start slitting your wrist..though of course the bombers dont actually have much time to contemplate their life after they detonate the bomb..
do the so called Islamic militant really follow the five pillar of islam? cos am having a very hard time imagining them going to a mosque and paying
zakaat *esp if they're gonna blow up the mosque min after* or going to mecca for haj..osama paying zakaat..*excuse me while i laugh myself sick*
this is depressing. as in really depressing. time to boycott the newspaper again..
-bling bling
and ding ding
should i type abt the nice day yesterday? but kinda callous to be all happy yay-yay when there's been..yup,another bombing..in bali..again..
i'll deal with that later..so yesterday, went out with wei qi, shafi, marcus and weewee and later on chee wei..we walked around orchard (sigh..seems like i cant escape that place nowadays), window shopped and did some shopping for wei qi..he got some nice shades which i'm so gonna get after i get my pay and contacts, and then we or rather me and weewee went to this jewel fest right outside taka. thus the bling bling! and it's a real bling-a-ding in there..lotsa jewelleries (duh), white gold, sapphire, rubies, emeralds, jade, pearl and the trademarked purple gold! i lurve purple gold! funny though that gold now comes in every imaginable colour except gold! what happened to gold gold?? anyhow, we got to try this lovely pearl ring! not that we like pearl that much, but hey! its a chance to wear smthg thousands plus on your finger! and i tried this purple and white gold bracelet which was really gorgeous!! with a super gorgeous price too! sigh..there should be some hot multi-billionaire running around s'pore somewhere right??
ooohhh!! i learnt how to play pool!! like finally! lets see, it was me (with shafi) vs weewee ( with marcus, chee wei and wei qi)..what an odd! but i won though by default but i still manage to sink in my balls in the pockets! yay! and i managed to score a goal for shafi too against chee wei! it seems that you have to observe certain technicality to portray your emotions there..like having to put down the stick thing before you jumped for joy over your goal..no worries though..the stick was still intact, and there's no hole in the ceiling.
it was a nice day! with nice company! and nice food! *fish slice noodles! yum!* and nice whoops! time for gilmore girls, worlds craziest video AND charlie's angel!
