Friday, June 24, 2005

-the idiot has landed
i feel cheated..

finally internet access!! whee..my life is utterly sad..sigh..yawnz..i need new authors to read..anybody got any ideas juz drop me a tag..oh yeah, before i forget, happy bdae to all the june babies..
been having really weird dreams lately..all abt my tkgian frenz and sch mates..mostly my squadmates..the rest just drift in and out..wonder what that means..
anyhow i learnt smthg this week..had always been able to keep my self esteem up by anyway but its been perching precariously to the deep end lately..oh well..law of the average should prevail..i just need to get my butt moving..
i did some maths..c maths that is..i feel really dumb..for taking lit at a'level! muh..
i want to change my blog skin but i dunno how to put back the tagboard properly..so..shafi? help? *blink..blink* pls? grinz..

salutation to everybody else *waves*

Monday, June 13, 2005

-i want this and this and that..
must be nice to be rich..

my cousin's wedding was yest..two days affair, 3000 guests, $20k spent on food alone..do you know what you can get with $20k? a whole hdb flat thats what..
anyhow, i had a very nice time..saw everyone and anyone..since the father of the bride is some retired moe personnel, well, lots of impt guests turned up too..abdullah tarmugi, othman wok, yatiman yusoff..err think thats his name..anyhow, lotsa ppl..saw soph's and taufiq parents too..and of cos..TPJC teachers..sahlan (whom i had to shake hands with), sukhi, mei choo, mrs gay, barnabas, mr tan the maths hod..few more cant recall, and of cos, REYNOLDS. half expected nathan to drop in, with all those vip guests streaming in..
met evryone in my family from the look of it..mind you have a big one..discovered have relatives in interesting places as well as high ones..lotsa teachers, nus lecturer (my grandfather's cousin..wow), some doctors, few or rather lots of civil servants mostly in..cd..like the groom..some cd lieutenant i think..which i think is kinda wasted cos if i'm equipped with an oxford(or is it camridge degree) i wont join any uniformed groups..then again thats me..
yep..totally wiped out yest..thinking of all the rich food i've consumed the past days..muz have gained like ten kg! eclairs, fruit tarts, fruit cocktails, black pepper chicken, mint chicken (which does not taste the least minty), tandoori fried fish which i absolutely love! and the usual malay wedding fare..oh yeah..the most fantastic coffee corner! i think its great! cos of the superb tea! grinz.
yawnz..sleepy..went to council camp yest too..for the dinner..no bbq..had chocolate fondue (chopped fruits covered with nutella)..got serenaded by ameer and this 20th guy which was nice and interesting cos have never gotten that before..they're entering the sch of rock contest so best of luck guys! off to the airport straight after to send fren off..bye dearest! miss you!! all the best!!!! then had apple crumble with jaren and weewee with the hawazi daipi family (aka taufiq's family)..that was urm..interesting? grinz..rather awkward but they were nice and paid for our crumble (yay! thanx!!)..and afterwards got quote jaren pangsei by weewee cos she got a lift home! grinz should have left her there by herself yeah jar? grinz..
nothing like the wedding of your peers to remind you you're getting on with age too..too many numbers on of phonelist is now void..

thur nite at the rom ceremony
me: now that they're officially married, does that mean the groom will be staying with the bride tonight?
aunts: (huge uproar!)
me: but they're legally married right?
aunt 1: yes, but must be patient too..wait till finish all the ceremony..dont be so greedy!
aunt 2: true true..but hey its the groom's house what..
aunt 3: but still..he'll be chased away! with a broom!

i dont want to go overseas..dont i?

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

*there is no rest for the weary*

had lunch with ais and weera..talking abt jc lives..reckon two years past a bit too fast for me..too many stuffs happened..too many friends gone or going..memories remain..which was what we talked about..lets see..who remembered the guys cross dressing during council camp? i do..that and lots more other crazy stuffs thats done..i feel old..grinz..

was also thinking abt my sch life..dwelled on my pri sch days..realised that i dont rem much, only bits and pieces..i dont rem my teachers names but i rem the crap stuffs they did to me..like my pri one malay teacher who gave me a BIG scolding cos i dunno the diff between salty and sour..come to think of it, most of my malay teachers are crap..excluding two..any wonder why i shun the subject and not even speak the language? this btw, is from an ex-higher malay student.

i have my cousin's wedding this weekend..well, technically she's my aunt but i'll juz call her cuz..am not really looking forward to it because of certain undesirable elemnts..then again mabbe am overreacting..after all, the community centre is huge and can always make myself scarce when they appear..i dont even have to go near them! okie..good plan..dunno what i'm talking abt? thats ok, am not telling..

weddings are fun cos i get to meet my family members..some whom i dont even know exist..since its a two day affair..well..will meet more ppl! grinz..i need chocolates..if you have to choose between dark chocolate with peppermint chips or dark chocolates with macadamia nuts, which would you pick? how do you justify your choice?

i've phantom mosquitoes bothering my sleep..hear them hum around my ears but there's absolutely none at all..think i'm losing my marbles..

Friday, June 03, 2005

-and so it began-

global warming has taken its toll. bloody hot now. fans and aircons are useless, doing nothing but stir around the stale hot air. yawnz..

i met ppl on tue! it was nice to see them again. unfortunately they said i shrunk! oh no! really?? better stock up on those chocolates and chips then. more excuse to NOT exercise! grinz.

oh yeah, i have a personal msg to this particular lady (actually she's a bloody minah) who made my train ride on tue such a pleasant affair (she trespassed into my personal space!! from city hall all the way to tampines!!). dear lady (screw you!), i've really enjoyed being in your company (not that i had a choice). it was such an enlightening experience (i had a circumference of 15 cm because her arm was inches away from me! try reading a bk in that situation! its practically in front of your face!!! grrr...). i'm dreadfully sorry that your arm hit my frame ( "ow..pain *whine*" to her bf..*PUKE*) and hope it didnt cause a permanent damage. i also admire the way you did up your face (THICKLY! for not saying sorry, for saying ' whats there to be ashamed about' after your bf asked you to). i hope you're fine (not.) and hopefully we can meet again (if the harry potter bk was mine, would have smack your ugly face with it). yours sincerely, Nurul.

honestly..anyhow..i finished the thomas moran bk! apparently its the fourth bk that he's written. hmm..pretty gd but nothing compared to the first one. am trying to see if i can get the third one!

i wish i can get this uni stuff over with. not that it matters anymore except for ntu which have still not given any reply. hello? how hard is it to type denied? shall retake my As! and this time shall not be an idiot and dump lit. thinking..should take maths? or malay? how abt neither? have to think abt that..sigh..A levels again! i muz be really crazy..*shakes head*

oh yeah,jaren: why muz we eat lunch before going to the council camp bbq? and weera and nat and whoever else who are in conspiracy with them: i can plan my own life! weiqi: i miss you! when can i return your stuff? oh wait..tmr..grinz.

shafi? merde lad. *beep* nuclear vapouriser activated. key in code word to stop launch. you have ten sec. ten..nine..*beep*.

speak kittish! its fun! best of all, no one knows what you're talking about!

salutations! oh yeah, go to waiterrant.blogspot.com. it's pretty cool. sometimes like reading a fiction but its all real life. go to my links and click at read. its nice! and no am not paid to advertise.

~you cannot care about everything and stay sane. you cannot care about nothing and stay human~